Pain

I have all this pain when I hear your name I cry when I think about all the happy times I get mad every I think of what you did to me To you, you did nothing wrong But to me you hurt me more then you know Yet I can't help but think it's all my fault If I wouldn't have let you into my heart you would have never been able to break it For all my regrets comes greatly deep pain This pain I feel will never go away You can tell me you’re sorry tell your blue in the face But it won't make the pain go away I try really hard to forget you But I just can't I wish so badly that I could For if I could forget you and every thing about you I wouldn't have to cry And I would be as strong as I was before I met you Almost Like I never knew you This is how I wish it was But it's not I am doomed to think about you and every thing you did to me All the lies you ever told and all the hurtful words you've ever said I would do anything to go back in time and make it so I never said yes to you My only wish now is I wish I would have been able to see right through you like everyone else can This pain you have caused will never leave my side Nor will it leave my mind or heart I would love to hate your name But I can't I love to hate the thought of love and every being truly happy Maybe I just not meant to be happy I wouldn't be surprised I hate the pain you caused But I can't do anything about it I love to hate you Yet I can't