Pain

The look is so suspicious and so different, leaving my thoughts blurry. I worry from time to time, pacing back and forth with no memory. You send shocks down my spine, leaving my mind tangled in a vine. No thoughts left to consider in a world with such a harsh crime. Hearts torn apart and ripped in every way. There's no real reason for me to stay. The memories I had of you just seem to fade away. It will be different one day, sometimes I always pray. The feelings always leave and come back, which melts my heart away. Will I get peace or justice? Who am I to say? It leaves me wondering what the world has come to today.