Pain

I feel pain from with in trampled by a stampeed of Love beaten and bruised hiding behind a smile and shades as if it'll make the pain go away ow... its like a sharp inanimate object constantly poking my Heart... can it be stopped... is it possible... in time the wounds will heal but I must first get someone to bandage them properly if the bandages are not applied correctly the wounds will continue to bleed forcing me to not allow anyone gain access to my Heart cold as ice and hard as cement my Heart will be unless the Love I share with her continues I feel the stress and the pain feelings I do not want to feel surrounded by irritation and drama my Heart has weakened