Pain

"PAIN" MY MIND IN PAIN FOR SO MANY YEARS MANY TIMES, I FOUGHT BACK THE TEARS MY INSIDES, STILL LIVE IN FEAR WHEN WILL I EVER GET BACK HERE THE PAIN IN YOUR BODY, YOU LEARN TO BARE YOU ACCEPT THAT MANY PEOPLE DONT CARE ITS MEDICINE FOR THIS AND THAT, OH SO VERY SAD THAT RESTLESS NIGHT WHEN YOU CAN'T SLEEP WHEN YOU WALK THE FLOORS AND GENTLY WEEP OH SO MANY DAYS YOU PUSH TO SURVIVE YOUR STRESS AND ANGER YOU ASK TO DIE REACHING OUT TO PEOPLE WHO WEREN'T THERE KNOWING INSIDE YOU STILL HAVE THE FEAR NOT TRUSTING OR WATCHING EVERYONE WHO IS NEAR GOD YOU WANT TO SCREAM OUT "GET ME OUT OF HERE" I HAVE TAKEN STEPS TO TRY AND HEAL YET WAR, DEATH, IS SO VERY REAL I GET BETTER FOR AWHILE, YET IT'S BACK AGAIN YOU PRAY ONE DAY IT WILL END I KNOW IT WILL, WHEN I DIE I CAN RELIVE THE FEELINGS ISIDE HELL I KNOW I TRIED AND TRIED. YOU WATCH YOUR LOVE ONES, SUFFER TOO THIS IS SO SAD BUT WHAT CAN YOU DO THE ANGER, VIOLENCE, DESPAIR COMING OUT OF YOU THEY SIT BACK AND CRY, CAUSE THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO