Paid In Full

.                                 Not long ago I had
                                done something wrong
                                 committed a sin and 
                                the pain that I felt was 
                                 as real and suffocating 
                                  as any physical pain 
                                I’d ever felt. My shame 
                               and my sadness were so
     heavy upon me, the guilt ached in my heart. The realization then 
      came to me if I felt so wounded and broken and ashamed and
separated from my Father what then did it feel like to be You? I realized 
  the harshness of your sentence. The pain and guilt I now felt, You my
Jesus felt that multiplied by every sin I had ever committed or will ever. 
                                   Oh my God your love
                                 Sins from the beginning 
                                 of our creation until it is
                                finished It’s no wonder to
                                 me now that your heart 
                                  burst within you. To be 
                                  blameless and willingly
                                pay for our transgressions
                                To take upon yourself and 
                               be so guilty that your Father 
                            could not look upon You. Forgive
                             me my Lord for the pain I have
                              grieved you and for the grief I
                                will continue to cause. I will
                                never understand your love
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Bickerstaffe Avatar
April 29, 2009 at 5:21 AM
This brought tears to my eyes... so exquisitely written and rendered. BRAVO Laurie! Blessings and hugs, Keith
Bulger Avatar
April 20, 2009 at 6:41 PM
Yes Laurie, this brought tears to my eyes. Very beautiful, as we all have sinned against each other in one form or another and even against our own God, yet "He is always with us" like, forever.... I also, do not understand His love, howcould Jesus ever love me this much? He loves us all.... Our judgments on others come back to bite us on judgment day, as we are measured with the same measure we have judged others... I find myself pleading with people not to judge me, it is dangerous business.
Smalling Avatar
April 17, 2009 at 2:40 PM
Laurie, your effort cannot be rewarded merely by my words, this is a great poem, heaven should be full for it.
Esquire Avatar
April 16, 2009 at 9:17 PM
Dear Laurie, YOU must have held God's hand and listened to his Loving voice as YOU wrote this Spectacular True meaning of Easter POEM I bow to YOUR POETIC Artistry Superb WRITE ALWAYS YOURS...HG In a minute YOU will have SOUP Mail call
Shango Avatar
April 16, 2009 at 11:59 AM
A great shape poem about a great event and person.
Richards Avatar
April 15, 2009 at 6:20 PM
Don't know where I was when this was first posted, but this is beautiful....for Easter, for anytime of the year, such an inspirational, heartfelt message of faith!Awesome, Miss Laurie!Where have you been lately, kiddo?? Haven't seen you posting for awhile...oh yeah..unlike some of the rest of us...you have a life out there...!! :)Ha....taking care of business.??..ok..guess I'd better go take care of mine!!Take care girlfriend!! (I do miss seeing your humor here...you are fun to hang out with!)
Chircop Avatar
April 14, 2009 at 3:39 PM
THIS IS AMAZING-the cross,the symbol here and the words,we share the same world-just great
Atanacio Avatar
April 13, 2009 at 7:36 AM
nice title love the cross symbol everything just fell into place well written LG
Moreno Avatar
April 11, 2009 at 3:44 PM
Nice title, the shape works well with your poem. Beautiful message, Happy Easter...Raul
Bingham Avatar
April 11, 2009 at 2:50 PM
Laurie I love your poetry. This poem says everything we all need to hear. We need to realize the extent of His suffering, we need to feel the pain He endured to truly know, God Bless and keep you this Easter and forever more. Your friend, Ron
Winter Avatar
April 11, 2009 at 1:50 PM
Intense and beautiful is your faith. Happy Easter Laurie. Love, Shar
Rhinem Avatar
April 11, 2009 at 12:56 PM
Smile, "Absolutely Straight From The Heart and Soul and Beautiful Laurie Ginn!!!":):)~"Eli Eli Lama Sabachthani...."~What a wonderful story You told here; which 'every' life could and should recognize within their hearts; no matter what their religion? The understanding, forgiving and endless "Love of God In Heaven!!!":):)~"Beautiful Laurie"~"My Love Always To 'You and Your Loves,' Forever, John!!!"~"Happy Easter To You All!!!:):) Bye ~
Christian Avatar
April 11, 2009 at 11:29 AM
aww well said and God bless you from diane
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April 11, 2009 at 8:40 AM
Timely poem for the Easter season. Blessings to you for sharing it with us. The shape adds to the message. Keep on writing. Karen
Higgins Avatar
April 11, 2009 at 8:34 AM
Very creative piece of writing Laurie.. love the shape and the message in the piece....
Goff Avatar
April 11, 2009 at 7:25 AM
powerful .... almost isn't enough to describe the beauty of this spiritual poem, Laurie, l sent you mail...
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