Own It

Innocence has its travails of 
Losing the true identity of
Being touchy versus being sensitive.

I ruined many beautiful moments
Forsook my joys to reel in entanglements
Of lively public bantering as being abusive

A mild joke was a jab of cold heartedness
Brooding for days over the other's rudeness
Undervaluing true love by being hyperreactive           

I left old love for foreign shores
Not on basis of personal wars
But reasons much more elaborative

Long distances and free of heart
I downsized my kiddish touchiness as advert
My heart became ruminatively introspective

I realised no man could live up to his demeanour and heart
A reversal of attitude transformed me with better art
I pined for his undemanding nature, now so laudative

I returned with a list of do's and dont's in my small fist
Loaded with more love for my compulsive humorist
Being a little calmative, relationships become more attractive 

April 22, 2016
Sponsor: Cyndi MacMillan
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Canerdy Avatar
April 28, 2016 at 1:56 PM
Very descriptive and honest, Balveen.
Cheema Avatar
April 29, 2016 at 5:25 AM
Thanks! Janice, I don't deny the honesty factor!
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