Over It

I give up I'm done with trying I'm done with pain I'm done with crying Those lips of yours, I used to kiss And there's no doubt that I will miss The time we spent together It's not worth it anymore I feel degraded like a w**** But I tolerated it for you "The things we do for love," they say But you didn't do s*** anyway I tried my hardest to get you to stay But now it doesn't matter If you talk to me, I'll listen And though my eyes may glisten, I know that there's no chance. I depend on people way too much, Attatchment is my only crutch So when I'm alone and the fear sinks in I fall too far and I cave in I tried to get you out of my head Outside I smile, but inside I'm dead Because when I see you I'm filled with dread Now I must try to be like stone Too many tears I've shed for you I try to forget but emotion breaks through And I will never, ever forget about you No matter how hard I try. Just remember that this is your loss Because I'm not your b****, you're not my boss I will not let you push me around I can get back up off of the ground And remember nobody else is like me No one cared for you more, I hope you see But now I must grow away from you and be free You lost a good thing Now I see that you didn't care You just talked out your a** and into the air Secrets and lies are all your lips hold, And after a while it really gets old Now I hope someday you grow a pair, or find a **** that just doesn't care Either way I'll smile and say, "I'm sorry you wasted this love" For now, I'll suffer in silence