Over and Over Again

Over and over again The Same pain I see the same Image I can’t take away my love from you but these same horrible memories can’t be removed I just wanted to love you, but there always a black cloud, All black everything I can’t Believe you still acting like that same old black ally cat with no direction no reason for anymore conversation opps I am mean no options Clearly you are the same person Over and over again The Same pain I see the same Image once again, more and more What the point of pleasure where there always pain/ you have created a monster inside of me Over and over again The Same pain With the same feeling The tension in the room between us is covered with hateful thoughts like why did I ever meet you? Over and over again same song same Merry –go- round over and over again The Same pain Same touch no more cries Life is a game and it’s not fair I can’t weather the storm but I do have a direction whether I leave to exit from the front door or the rear. JCMT 11/19/14 “what going be today sunny day or a bad day?”