outSIDE loookin’ in

Who am I in the Outside??? I don’t mind your hurt Yet, you need my comfort You need some healing from distress The light is revealing the darkness Who am I in the outside? You are dangerous and precarious Abide by my side, then subside Like a tide of precious graciousness Keep it a secret I screwed up badly… I’m so full of regret, Yet I’m not sorryyYyy! Who am I Who am I Who am I deep down and oh On the outside — I glow and grow So true I miss you… Roll the dice, cat caught mouse I’m your living sacrifice tonight Pay the price — I did my vows And I broke them all with my might Who am I in the outside? You are dangerous and precarious Abide by my side, then subside Like a tide of precious graciousness Keep it a secret I screwed up badly… I’m so full of regret, Yet I’m not sorryyYyy! Who am I Who am I Who am I deep down and oh On the outside — I glow and grow So true I miss you… Transform me into cheerful hopefulness and mere happiness Goodbye to your hellos…going through highs and lows You made my storm into a rainbow in the cloudy skies of faithfulness Your angelic touch inside and my outside devil halos… Who am I in the outside? You are dangerous and precarious Abide by my side, then subside Like a tide of precious graciousness Keep it a secret I screwed up badly… I’m so full of regret, Yet I’m slaying it & swagging it toniiight! Who am I Who am I Who am I deep down and oh On the outside — I glow and grow So true I miss you… Who am I deep down and oh On the outside — I glow and grow So true I made love to you… Who am I deep down and oh On the outside — I glow and grow So true I abyss you — what’s new… Sick with dem luv fluUuuU After you heartlessly torn me all apart Until you ripped and shredded me with remorse on repeat, on repeat After you truly forlorn in heart, take heart! Until you tripped and fell into your own black hole with your two feet… Collected bruises I miss you… No, wait, I lied a lil accidentally I do not miss you anymore — exactly… … Speechless and sad honestly I kiss you… Bye, hopelessness Who am I to know and keep making progress Of…What lies ahead and dead? Hid in the mask of shallow, hollow emptiness Love, can’t stand your utter dread On the outside, In front of the mirror I feel deep inside I’m merely an error… On the outside, In back of the shadows and the blessed breeze blows from head to toes I feel like I hide In radiant reflections of who-knows-where-the-wicked-wind-blows Outside looking in — you’re not abiding by my side… All.. Alone.