Our Secret Pact

Written on 7th may 2012 The three of us, I don’t recall the time, when we first met I shared all secrets of mine. One of them I realized began to befriend me about an eon ago, the other one I recall was with me since puberty, constantly seeking a glow. The three of us made a pact for me to move on but now it is only me and the two of them gone………….. One was the inner me and the other was the man in my mirror I envied to be. But now it is three woven into one and it is the new me. As we draw our pact now and here Would love to banish from my life, worry doubt & fear. Would like to be joyous, true and live life each moment with zest, And give the people around me nothing but the best. Would love to talk, communicate and break mental barriers that are creations, and work hard towards mending broken relations. Would love to tell my wife to give me all her tears and fear, And take from me all my love the loving words she likes from me to hear. Would love to make an effort to be a good friend, To my elder daughter and put all petty misunderstandings to an end. Would love to stop to the people in contact ,the shoving, And spend more time in loving. Would love to stop being disadvantageous and outrageous, And speak only the truth and for that be courageous. Would love to fight my emotions all unfriendly, And cover them all with feelings that are friendly. Would love to learn to be sensitive, And towards others be open and receptive. Would love to practice not to crib about all the things life has not given me, And be greatful for the great things around me I have an opportunity to feel and see. Would love to learn to be content about all I have received, And focus now on giving and helping those, whom life has deceived. Would love to pray for world peace and plant more trees, And work to help out for carbon emission decrease. Would love to learn to be forgiving, And be more tolerant and caring. Would love to right some of my wrongs, And be true to myself and hum joyous songs. And finally, would love to learn to be humble and full of gratitude, And to do so spend some precious moments of my day reflecting in solitude.