Open door

I still havnt found that door I should open, The door to a future and mends what is broken, A gateway to happiness, A land full of dreams, To walk through this door is everything it seems, A passage to remember, And not to forget, Scarred by the trauma, Good memories I protect, Life is not easy, I've seen it's cruel side, I need to step up, And have a bit pride, Stand up like I mean it, And walk through this door, Late partner in hand, My confidence will grow.