Only You Know

No matter how many tears I cry or many questions why? I know I will never find the answers within myself or nobody else because lord only you know why he had go The number of his days and all of his ways only you know I tried but these tears won’t be denied My soul still cries out for him A boy lost in the world of sin before he was taken I wondered if he knocks on the gate of heaven would he be let in? I don’t know how much more of this that I can take because every time I think of him my heart breaks If I could I would change that day and make stay So I wouldn’t have to pray this pain away