One Day I Was Doubting

It still makes my heart melt, Every time we touch, I only wish you felt 1/2 of what I felt, Then I would'nt hurt so much, No matter how much I tell my heart, Everything is gonna work out, It feels us drifting apart, And fills my head full of doubt, Every part of my being, Wants for us to be okay, But my eyes just are'nt seeing, Things like back in the day, I know life is'nt a fairy tale, And things are always better when new, But something made us quickly go stale, Its just that your love for me never grew, Blame each other we won't, That to either of us would'nt be fair, Its as simple as 123 if you don't you don't you just don't, Easy as abc if its not there its just not there; I'm handling it better, Since I finally reached a conclusion, Now the truth fits like a snug sweater, And I no longer have the illusion, The one where we'd always be together, And become husband and wife, Happy and loving forever, For the rest of my life, Leah Howes 2008