On the Balance Inbetween

Its bending around my brain And constricting around my heart I don't know what I'm supposed to feel What comes after this part? I feel locked up and shut down My body moving on its own I don't see anyone around These darkened and heedful moans Where do I go When I cant even see I really need a light To try and find me So here I sit Trapped and forever lost Maybe one day I'm willing to pay the cost Because its worth more To be right over there Knowing what I'm doing And knowing that I care.