On Fertile Ground

Once I found my ground I felt rivers coming down warmth in my cheeks mourning the old soiled soil that ceased to exist I let life drop violently on my tendency to coil Unaware that the opposite motion Would stretch my arms Legs Torso Dreams -- I breath elegantly now Motion controls What comes in What I want to show Feeling my internal lung walls Solid and moist Watching my external ethereal walls Dissipate Evaporating the snow Holograms of potential results Of what I could not see Of what I could not control Gone to make room for facts Of what truly pertains to the threads of my soul Eyes start to see Growth Finally sustained Finally with self-love One step and the flowers spark Two steps and the bees arrive Three steps Fertility pumps its life And I see more Less shy I dream alive Seeing so much With 360 eyes My hands They glow -- Life of my soil Is finally getting its start Not belonging no more Where thoughts were from reality too far they married one is the script the other is the show and each second they want more I feel my skin pumping life in all directions its like breathing through every pore no more holding on tears come rolling free for laugh, emotion, idiosyncrasies pain, devotion I am what I can be I finally sweet up my bitter taste with fruits Nectar of never subduing to fear Seeds come blessed by the life that unites with others Never alone Never forgotten Hands appear And different dreams walk near Meshing my colorful garden of life Growing in extreme fertility Finally breathing Finally coming to sight My eyes burn in emotion For all the moments hands wanted to go Rest But heart made them stir up South, north, east and west to where I succeed Peace dancing with infinity Sincere flaws Rooting the successes of resilient souls Resistance to fear magical self-control Now so much air runs in my scalp, Navigating in random patterns Drawing any possibility On top of my dreams I am on fertile ground A fertile ground is me And I can grow anything All I need to do is to close my eyes And believe when here life and dream are a unity