Oh So Grateful

I am so grateful, I am so grateful..... Because my lord was faithful.....to me. You see I didn't want to believe, I wasn't able to conceive. .... but after losing four angels from my womb. Never hearing their cry, gone to soon. I was almost convinced, my hearts desire is what I wouldn't get. At time jealousy would be overcoming. Causing me to ask God why me? Why were my eggs hit with infertility. Then out the blue he gave her to me, born ever so perfectly. I never gave up on faith, I just gave up my control. Once I realized god was in charge, he gave me my baby to hold. I am oh so grateful.