Off Zoned

I feel like I have left my feelings somewhere else... lonely... abandoned... freezing! And wherever they are They are crying! Shouting! Screaming out my name in all tongues for they know not what I have become. I have fallen... Apart? In love? So short? What did your kiss do to me? Did I get it? Was it just an off-zone naveled thought? I am withdrawn I am that person which dies at the beginning When will I ever reach the end? Or will I? The calendars are so few she kept time around her wrist I waste time under her love wings Dear God Forgive my loyalty to Love I know we had to love you first but please understand In this mortal life we are both born of the love that never dies God! Please My dear God understand this that... None of these women can stand being a duet in a single man Much worse for two man in a woman... I am lost... Is this my last heart beat? I am lucky it still beats your name. -N.B MPILA