Of Love and Fear

Should I tell her? Or should I not? Of this deep seated secret in my heart! Yet I wonder Would she even care? Does she know I exist? Do I even have the courage? I wonder why nature has to be like this. I want her so much, yet I fear the response. I guess, Am gonna die with this secret too big. I am going to admire I am going to wish I am going to dream May be then, I will be appeased That my love will not be in vain. Strange, This love is.