Obfuscation

I close the door and I shut my eyes Trans-dimensional synthesize Explore some more and synchronize Under the oculus I scrutinize Polyhedral fractals in disguise As tessellated crystals in blue skies In spatiotemporal waters I'm baptized My hopes and dreams are galvanized I scribble and scratch and memorize While I can barely visualize I pause and ruminate then overemphasize Yet I can barely verbalize What have I seen? What does it mean? Alpestrine thoughts of the unforeseen What can I glean from the crazy scene That left me bereft of manner and mien?