Numb

I lost the closest thing to me And it's trapped in my head Wake numb to no emotions It's feels like I'm dead Knew love because he taught me Still it ain't fair How could love me and death take him Nothing can compare He always taught me to love others Yet surrounded by snakes In a world so cold and cruel Yet still I can't break Daddy told me don't let them get you A hundred in my face Lost a real one by an opportunist God know the fake. If I told you then it's deep What I see in my sleep Numb to what I want to do To God my soul He keep Loyalty only blood my blood did he shed Numb to this emotion Can't wish he was dead I got a child to feed any and all costs He boasting she bragging Claiming she boss Game got so ratchet God only take losses If I spook on this emotion The devil would see red Numb to this emotion I work go harder Don't let her see me weep Taking chances on others blinded loss In my heart God see him bleed No emotions