Null

nothing
 happened
  today
but
 should
  expect 
it?

Lousy thoughts of a bored mind sitting on a empty chest listening to a hollow motor.
I want to be sedated; the song is playing the tune but the actual meaning is willing full.
Kkkk: the sound on my tongue smacking against the roof of my mouth...it wants a playmate...
Every day feels the same, the same fills every day.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bouncing ruins!
Adhesive stench!
Dumbfounding amnesia!

Dill filly should I just finger my brain(just as my body) to enjoy self effortless bliss?
Running around and stripping my clothes, so I could just bend over like a cat in heat.
Eating away at my skin, that has become dull and unappetizing even to my lingering eyes.
Avalanches are made by just the right amount of sound...
May I scream, so something of my unintellectual interest could come prowling in to entice me.

I
 
 f
    e
       l
         l

into the emptiness within my skull
and started dulling.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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December 6, 2009 at 1:00 AM
Wow, this is packed with intense emotion, Jessica! There is a sense of isolation, doubt of self-worth and feelings of dissatisfaction. Very compelling write! Much love, Carolyn
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