Nowhere Out,Everywhere Besides..

Damned soul that it is a cursed spirit wandering and weeping in such darkest sleep No one near to comfort this sort of wretch in between the ethereal and the now Tombs of the people that have left me for naught As I am getting older and weary,their faces have I suddenly forgot Where is the Friend who gave birth to this Man In another land or some dimension level that Is un mistakenly familiar? If so then a bright spiritual beam should surround this vaudeville sphere of a jubilant and haughty angel,giving comfort to the babes in need thereof As for me,there is no light that guides my sight I am alone in the wilderness without forests, nor trees, or an animal of the creator's touch It is a O plane absolute These feet cannot roam for the destination is not clearly shown Crickets that nightly chirp for the wandering lovers Are not heard to be recognized because sound is nonexistent I can hear the thoughts of my mind though Even if the silent void is taunting Laughing without a physical presence,perhaps? it is with deep regret that I am imprisoned eternally Without concrete walls nor a prison door Here I exist just a shadow and nothing more