Now When It Snows

It was cold When we first met And you made it feel like home You were my safety net And I wanted to show you But you turned away you left me in this cold i had to learn the hard way And now when it snows I think of you Holding my hand And warming my heart like you do And now when it rains I look at the ground The puddles reflect me And I see you somehow And now when the sun shines I hide away You taught me to bottle it up And to never be brave And now when it snows I feel my heart break Each snowflake that falls Is like another day I had to live without you And live with the pain Now not knowing Where you are I hope you’re in the cold Shivering hard No I don’t hate you But how could I I spent years loving you And I don’t even know why You were just cruel And distant and mean The things that you said You didn’t mean them to me And I hope you wonder About me And where I’m going And if I lose sleep If you’re wondering Well I do But I’ve never been anywhere Colder than you