Nothing Ever Done Nothing To Ever Do

There is no one There is nothing A perhaps never to end existential pulsation Since early childhood, since before I can ing remember I knew everything was off... All a giant game among the adult No one admitted the delusional mechanism that is subjective experience I began to freak out drifting deeper and deeper into drugs Anything to shut my eyes to the implications of All human civilization being a conspiracy The selfabsorbed double talk that has become A hallmark of our culture drove me out of my head The total uselessness and boredom of this education system that has all but criminalized extreme curiosity Stranded uttery lonely desolation...wanting to fully open myself into discoveries to share communicate connect I sought futilely for interrelashional clarity Very quickly I seen the vast networks that enwrapp All being into a single focal point...And once I questioned everyone, everything read/absorbed/ Perceived picked to pieces the paradoxical double bind I found teachers technique informational research Experimentation and still was in misery!!!...then slowly I looked through the I Resting in the observer I finally looked beyond that Which is observer and observed I is a construct...a Program...all is inherently meaningless, ridiculous Code...viewing this from a human level brings upon me An unhinged aggressive abusive suicidal current and for a long while i attempt to cling to what's convential for once So terrifying the real is percieved The social legal economic etc systems put in place Are rigged...it's already set up to epic proportions to protect the status quo, the elite Thus with the mental capacity to affect evolutionary Revolutionary change are neutralized by discrediting them Crimanalizing aspects of there lifestyle...I sought escape Until near ruin I seen the beautiful perfection of the truth stripped of human ilk A quantum leap cutting through I Leaping through each formula The ineffable wow We are here!!!!