Nothing Ever Done Nothing To Ever Do
There is no one
There is nothing
A perhaps never to end existential pulsation
Since early childhood, since before I can ing remember
I knew everything was off...
All a giant game among the adult
No one admitted the delusional mechanism that is subjective experience
I began to freak out drifting deeper and deeper into drugs
Anything to shut my eyes to the implications of
All human civilization being a conspiracy
The selfabsorbed double talk that has become
A hallmark of our culture drove me out of my head
The total uselessness and boredom of this education system that has all but criminalized extreme curiosity
Stranded uttery lonely desolation...wanting to fully open myself into discoveries to share communicate connect
I sought futilely for interrelashional clarity
Very quickly I seen the vast networks that enwrapp
All being into a single focal point...And once
I questioned everyone, everything read/absorbed/
Perceived picked to pieces the paradoxical double bind
I found teachers technique informational research
Experimentation and still was in misery!!!...then slowly I looked through the I
Resting in the observer I finally looked beyond that
Which is observer and observed I is a construct...a
Program...all is inherently meaningless, ridiculous
Code...viewing this from a human level brings upon me
An unhinged aggressive abusive suicidal current and for a long while i attempt to cling to what's convential for once
So terrifying the real is percieved
The social legal economic etc systems put in place
Are rigged...it's already set up to epic proportions to protect the status quo, the elite
Thus with the mental capacity to affect evolutionary
Revolutionary change are neutralized by discrediting them
Crimanalizing aspects of there lifestyle...I sought escape
Until near ruin I seen the beautiful perfection of the truth stripped of human ilk
A quantum leap cutting through I
Leaping through each formula
The ineffable wow
We are here!!!!
Copyright © Ryan Hughes | Year Posted 2018
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