Nothing

hearing the news suddenly taken aback feelings mix mingle a groggy mess inside a confused mind shocked surprised frightened upset nervous anxious monotonously quickly as though simply a robot packing my bags clothes pile stack go up up up seem neverending saying goodbye tears streaming down frowning cheeks loading up suitcases in boxes in everything in key turned motor going backing up crying sobbing looking back for just one last goodbye gravel crackling beneath worn tires worn souls paved road passing under quickly coming then suddenly going going and then it's gone there is simply nothing nothing but the lonely beat of a hurting heart.