Not Now You Idiot''

every so often i'll come across my boyfrriend playing on the internet or writeing on it in e_mail. i'll fine myself gripped by jeoulesy or a sudden almost furious urge to cherish and protect him. a look that could kill cause i'm so nosey for him. in his eye's tell me he's off for a while so ,he finely say's goodbye. he's just such a guy that melt's my heart even after 2 year's has past we still found us here together,so i'll shake him up alittle while, or sneak up on him now and than only to be swatted away to wait on him enougher day, leave me along'' he'll say , but i love you . great go go think about it some more he'll say learn to trust a little more. than other time's the situation turn's and he suddenly cant live without me. but i guess that's how love is when your crazy about someone .