Not Good Enough Huh

People these days don't know a relationship from relation lust In this lifetime getting in a relationship takes bold guts Heart is wounded by the emotional cuts No ifs, ands, or buts For her I laid it all on the line, only to get stabbed in the back Gave her my all, but she looks past that But looks directly at what I can't do Instead of what I CAN do She said I don't do anything for her She's so rude I ask why don't she leave then Now she has an attitude Using my intuition is what built me You mad at me sweetheart, you're looking guilty Find another guy to suck up to you because I'm not the one North Pole hearted is what I've become An employed/college student isn't good enough. Get with a dropout/drug dealer and see the definition of rough I've walked and took buses for you More times than a few Excuse me if I don't have that much time on my hands Therefore on the other side of my heart is where you stand If you wanna leave then leave It's only leverage that you didn't believe You have the ignorant capacity and audacity to compare me to your exes You laugh at me because I'm car less and he has a Lexus Real funny I'm still making money Might be a little slow But even a frozen river still flow My life is more realistic Than materialistic To the end So even without a car I'm still the best boyfriend Met your fam, gave you advice You question what I do for you That's not nice I guess my devotion isn't the potion This relationship vehicle will never get in motion I'm so confident from head to toe Skin to bone So love me or leave me alone Yea you heard me, love me or get lost. Where I'm headed on the road doesn't require paying a toll at your heart. I told you from the jump, since I'm busy so much you must trust me when I'm away from you. But being immature like you are, other people can easily get in your ear. They don't know me or what I do. But it's ok, I will gladly grant you my wishes on whoever you get with after me. I know I'm a good gentlethug. Women twice my age tell me that all the time. I can't get a girl my age to see that though. My dad always said I'm smart beyond my years. I didn't know that many years ahead though lol. I feel like I lost weight lately for some reason. When or if you get it together you know my number. If I must get in your head through these poems, I'm sure you already know I can write all day.