Not Fit Enough

They all say I need to be strong I should have the sense to realize What is right and what is wrong But do they have a clue What my mind goes through Can they touch my heart Can they put together my life Which has fallen apart The love they have for me, I don’t feel My heart is closed down Neither wish to be touched nor it wants to reveal Have seen very little in this life But have felt the height of joy & the depth of pain What/Who ever comes next The feelings will remain the same I don’t dream anymore Have no tears to shed Every morning I wake up & wait for it to end ……………