Not Broken Open Family

Some say they from a broken family I’m not but nowadays its broken anyway punished when in trouble had to take responsibility picked apart by my troubles stripped of masculinity punishment not found when a parent ups and leaves in all probability it took the confidence from me labelled a cluts my fails they made me see at 11 brother went to university my sister moved out unhappy so in my family unit I was on my only funny as now my siblings disowned me my parents are peoples they don’t want to see I’m stuck at home reluctantly one year over 33 let the bird fly free his nest his destiny let him find his kids his lady they label me lazy some say crazy stuck here deservingly deserve living desertedly as I’m not searching assertively, I’m not from a broken family just one that lives far openly