Not Afraid

I have an insatiable goal, That weighs my options everyday; And I fear I've lost control- And I fear I must obey. I've spent countless hours, And countless days- shuffling my mind, In my attempts to appraise; How people can be so easily swayed; How even when you know that it's wrong- Still for so long, you had stayed. How true love, perhaps never fades, then all at once, scattered thoughts invade- Trying to dodge the pain; As you're screaming that you aren't afraid!