None For Me, Thanks

I tried, I failed, I tried again I lied, I bailed, once more I sinned But I got back up and smacked down the cup That emptied me so Of my plenty and fallow My drink became drought On the brink of my doubt I stood in the luminous numbness Full of voluminous glumness And decided to stop for good Provided that I could Done with despair I am one squared Over the distress My motor of success Continues to run well As my issues are quelled