No Time
When I think it'll turn out fine
When I think God's on my side
Twisting in this humidity
Forcing down humility
So what now?
Where do I head?
Can it just be all said and done?
Everyday you wonder why
I open just to say goodbye
Locking up my heart from you all
So that I can never fall
So what now?
Where do I head?
You know she ruined all I had won.
I bow down
Sold my soul to grief
Self-titled honor among thieves
Slice my sanity and
Bow down
Don't worry for me
Soon I will be free
They tell me to keep waiting
And there's no time!
Her twisted crime
Left me to die
And crying "why?"
Symphony of screams from below
Writhing in a pulsing rainbow
Eternally knowing my life
And smiling when she did her strife
And what now?
Where do I head?
Time to know it's all said and done.
I know you only want to help me
Appreciated, but no please
I understand your question "why"
Because I'm itching for my last goodbye
And what now?
Where do I head?
I don't want you to know.
Don't want you to get your mind inside
Just one more time and I might die
Every time I try it out
I end up in a bloody shout
Oh, what now?
Where do I head?
And this place has nothing for me now.
Criminals and slovenly scum
Only thoughts of their's are their own
No one's left at all and I stand
Self-exiled to no man's land
Oh, what now?
Where do I head?
There's no time for regrets now.
Copyright © Derek Chos | Year Posted 2012
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