No One Knows

My family and friend look at me 
As a happy woman 
but they don't know 
In the deepest part of me 
Lies the pain of life 

They don't know 
That every smile and laugh 
Is agony deep here in my heart 
Every comfort that I give 
Is a trouble here in my heart 

Many says I have no problems 
but they don't know 
Here in my shoulders 
I carry the heavy obligations 
Of being a breadwinner 

Many says I am innocent 
But they don't know 
Deep here in my heart I learn a lot 
To fight the hardship of life 
Just to survive 

Many says I am simple 
But they don't know 
I have a lot of dream 
To free myself from the obligation 
I carried long time ago 

No one knows 
That I want to go home 
Tell my mother about my problems 
And let her comfort me 
Every time I fall 

No one knows 
That in a small room I'm renting 
When I'm lying there at night 
And no one is around 
Tears keep falling in my eyes
Copyright © | Year Posted 2005

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