No Name

I want to be loved.
I want to be hugged.
Above all I want some one to tell me its alright.
Though nothing here in my life seems to go right.
It's a constant fight just for me to try to survive.
In an instant what I think is truth turns to lies.
Alone my demise is creeping up on me.
And every night I suffer these haunting dreams.
Waking up from my own screams in cold sweats.
Taking meds just to keep from losing my breath.
I'm stressed fending of these panic attacks.
I want to find the light but all i've been seeing is black.
I'm about to crack from the pressure.
I wish i could just meet her.
It would be best for me to have a true friend.
A real love not someone who pretends.
Maybe ascend to a higher level of life.
I'm just getting tired of the fight.
Strife is beating me down and it's so painful.
Maybe one day karma will send me an angel.

lifesadmemei do not know?

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