No More Pain

A handfull of tablets,a quick swig of drink,i lie on the sofa,awful things i do think..Why am i still here? Why do i suffer? Only place i feel i belong,is on the streets,in the gutter..No pount anymore,nothing to make me smile,ive been feeling like this,a very long while..I drift in and out,of a very deep sleep,i do have nice memories,of which i will keep...A need to let go,into gods loving arms,bathed in white light,no more self harm...