No More Hurting

Every day you spend clowning Around, as I sit here drowning In so much pain you cant see Because everything is funny When I try to talk to you You don't have a single clue What I'm going through and why I just want to sadly cry Because you don't understand I nee a strong loving man To help me through tines like this When its getting serious But my heart gets torn in half When you only start to laugh What's making you sway and swerve Is it meanness or just nerves Either way I get offended One day I will really end it Because I cant talk it through With insensitivity that you Are putting on full display It will never go away I have tried time and again To find a husband and friend Inside you when times are tough Some day it wont be enough To hear excused anymore As I'm hurting to the core Welling up with pain to last As days are going by so fast Building up I'm gonna walk Out of this life, you couldn't talk To me like a husband should Now my pain is gone for good Up in heaven I will be Finally happy, sorrow free