No More Hope

Sick of crying 
tired of trying
ya im smiling
but inside im dying
trapped in a world thats impossible to excape
im dying more everyday 
with ever breath i take
you think that if i smile im happy 
but thats not even true
im only pretending and living a lie
just to satisfy you
i just dont understand how you 
could cause me this pain and still have no clue
because in my eyes the only thing thats killing me is you
while im living a lie that revolvs around you
im accomplishing your dreams that never came true
all these years ive had to hide
mabe thats why im so dead inside
so when you see me hanging dead on a rope
youll run out of thoughts like i ran out of hope

-Spencer Coggsdale       dedidcated to my parents
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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