No Love Part 1 the Fall
I just want to say a few things, get them off my damn chest,
Sorry I aint been around much, I think I lost my head,
Drifted from those social circles, I pulled myself away,
Cus I was scared of life then, intimidated daily.
It became compulsive, just to sit and stay at home,
I watched the lights go out, as I sat on my own.
Depression took its hold, that sucker pulled me down,
I don't know how it happened, but I'm underwater now.
I'm so depressed that I'll just stay in bed again,
But compelled to feed these addictions so up I get in sin,
Close peeps I think I must of let them all down,
This depressions got its hold, it's gona make me drown.
I've hit the seabed so far from your reality,
I'm swimming up now, but darkness sits in front of me.
Shall I go out, or just sit in on my own?
I think I'll binge drink and smoke and snort til I can't feel it.
Yeah, cus I'm lost in this life,
and I guess its all struggle and strife,
If I had one wish I'd transform all this,
I'm trying my hardest to force and twist it,
But this dark sea sits all around me,
There's no light here to guide me,
For goodness sake someone please just come and find me.
I'm gasping now, there's no air left,
It is not my time to go yet!
In my darkest hour and I've never felt so useless.
But I keep swimming up,
Is that air I've found?
My head's above,
It couldn't make me drown!
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