Nightmare of Pain

There is always a nightmare that all loved ones know. Knowing it can be hard to bare as time seems to go slow. Waking up one day and all will be gone. As you begin to pray praying for a new dawn. Waiting for reality to set in braving those sleepless nights. Questioning what it could have been not seeing it in our sights. Wanting to give into temptation to end all the suffering. No longer going in motion to rid of all the wondering. The urge to pull the trigger increases by each passing minute. Now feeling more bitter about the pain that has taken route. Stay strong and overcome to plot a different course. Wait for a new outcome where you come out on top with force.