Nightmare of a Pilot

Gazing with a distant soft saddened stare, Locked in a zone and I'm staring out there. Trampling emotions are mangling my soul. A pilot flying solo with no self control. Headfirst - a nose dive in progress. Thinking twice - a complex process. Falling aimlessly constant flashbacks in mind. Gusting wind rushing my eyes forcing them blind. Gravity's strong pull is more than my own. No turning back, a decision full blown. Ground zero near, it's closing in fast. Seconds from death, my breath at its' last. I'm screaming so loud I wake myself up. A nightmare repeated, my mind is shook up. - Yours Truly