Next step is death

I hold the blade In my hand
I’m better than this 
I’ll follow the plan

The cool metal against my fingers
I shouldn’t do this
Yet the temptation lingers

But how else does the aching go away?
I have to do this
I know ill pay

I pick a place for a new scar
I want to do this
I didn’t get far

A deep red river flows from my thigh
I’m doing this
I try not to cry

I soak up the blood with a shuddering breath
I did this
The next step is death
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