Never the one

I was never the one, never the one with the crown. I didn't have no glory, and was the joker in my own story. I was always there, the one to always care, with a heart that could easily tear. I laugh like it doesn't matter, but deep down I would scatter. The simplest words meant the most, with the capacity to break me down, and leave me all alone. I was never the first choice, maybe I was a choice that no one rather enjoyed.