Never Mattered

2/10/21 "Never Mattered" Folks so hesitant and others far too eager You either do or don't got a fever Non or a true believer In the ever after Worlds being forever shattered I always had to be a clever bastard Got to get it done, can't rely on a benefactor Had to realize certain things never mattered Always regardless of the weather pattern A planet full of far too many carcasses And far too many drugs all around, even from the pharmacist If you never give up, life can be marvelous People support or march against Most likely won't be, but there needs to be an armistice Here we go, it starts again They'll cause fights and arguments Went right over their heads, for them it was too hard to get Let's be honest, only made of bones, muscle, organs and cartilage Not immune to arsenic It can be fatal causing harm quick The tides changed, the tables turned and the cards flipped Near and far from any market Earth, tile, wood or carpet Secrets getting leaked, or they are kept Taken serious or disregarded People so foolish or some of the smartest Staying bitter or having feelings of stardust Humans are cold-blooded and evil, or they are just I was moving towards the light, yet remaining in darkness Until I actually turned into Clark Kent It's not farfetched Still beings are exaggerating, always trying their darndest Putting forth the very hardest And still never hitting the targets I was always looking for someone While living among the stars, moon and the sun Out to live it up, not just here for love and fun Still one hell of a son of a gun I was always the underdog, rarely ever had a plus one I've put my trust in some Battles lost but the war was just won I got it done in blood Continually I dug in mud I am not the one to judge It's been years, not weeks or a month of The drink and drugs is what I got numb from While dealing with conundrums Most assumed there was humdrum Is there really anything below or up above?