Never Forgot

I'm sinking in my tears
Drowning constantly from holding on to my fears
I must be damn crazy
To think not talking about him will work
I've tried before
I remember how much it hurt
What I feel for him isn't going away
He has to look me in the eyes
And listen to what I have to say
Lord I know you hear and see me cry in the night
Is there any chance for me on making all this right
I know I'm going to have to for what I want fight
Because I can't do it again, I just can't lose sight
I know what I want, I feel what I need
Even if it leaves my heart and soul to bleed
It's scares me yes so much my body's shaking
But if I don't do this my heart will always remain breaking
My soul will then ever be forsaking
He fills my every moments
He's in each memory
That my mind plays back for me
So tell me
Don't even someone like me
Deserve the love of a man for which
I know was meant to be
Or will I here on out be alone
And make misery have another new home
Yes for awhile I have gotten by on my own
But now it's him I so much long to hold
Each day that passes I miss him more
Than I did the day before
On him I can no longer shut that door
Why are few so lucky
Yet most are not
Through it all however
It's the love between he and I
That I never have forgot
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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