Never Forgot

I'm sinking in my tears Drowning constantly from holding on to my fears I must be damn crazy To think not talking about him will work I've tried before I remember how much it hurt What I feel for him isn't going away He has to look me in the eyes And listen to what I have to say Lord I know you hear and see me cry in the night Is there any chance for me on making all this right I know I'm going to have to for what I want fight Because I can't do it again, I just can't lose sight I know what I want, I feel what I need Even if it leaves my heart and soul to bleed It's scares me yes so much my body's shaking But if I don't do this my heart will always remain breaking My soul will then ever be forsaking He fills my every moments He's in each memory That my mind plays back for me So tell me Don't even someone like me Deserve the love of a man for which I know was meant to be Or will I here on out be alone And make misery have another new home Yes for awhile I have gotten by on my own But now it's him I so much long to hold Each day that passes I miss him more Than I did the day before On him I can no longer shut that door Why are few so lucky Yet most are not Through it all however It's the love between he and I That I never have forgot