Never a Reason

As if this was all by chance And not so much a cosmic joke All that will be began it's dance All else just a thought unspoke Time drags forever on it seems An illusion made believe is so Nightmares once thought as dreams Alas like much we think we know A fading glow from a dying flame This imprisonment of living life But in the end a forgotten name You'll be as dust and so will I Scattered ashes in a perfect storm Not worth mention if ever asked Just killing time if ever born If a joke who's laughing last? Never a care yet running blind Not a glance before the leap No risk so bold was ever kind To spare a soul never yours to keep Wasting time till your time is up I was so blind yet now I see No lesson learned ever mattered much While having never a reason to be