Negative Reflection

Seems the harder I try The harder I fall. Makes me wonder sometimes Why I try at all Lord you aren't supposed to give me More than I can take But lately youve been bending me To point i want to break The person I've become Isn't who I want to be When I look at my reflection It doesn't look like me I do my best to ignore it The pain is always there Tell myself this too shall pass It's a heavy burden to bare.