Nauseous

8/22/21 "Nauseous" Getting closer to Autumn In deep thought near a marble column Always doing things that lead me quickly into a coffin Overlooked, abused and forgotten Felt like I had zero in common So I kept staying solemn Because people are quick to turn it into a problem By being rotten Others are fast to play opossum Yet they still plotted Making others suffer, so the profit Goes into their own pocket You can eat dog s*** Mouth always running like a faucet Below still and moving objects It's always been a contest Regardless of the concept Usually am, but was not all that cautious Waking up feeling nauseous Once in a blue moon, I'll really overdue it and vomit These damn dabs of the chronic I'm always on it This ing liquor I can't stay off it Yes I know, that makes me an alcoholic It's honest logic Only so much time is allotted Stomach often knotted Working occasionally outside, but usually in an office It was a stroke of genius or thoughtless It's been awesome or chaotic Got shot with something caustic And toxic Had some wins but even more losses They tell me I need to pray to god and wear crosses Solitude and silence among near endless gossip I promise I'm no novice It's going cosmic Blood occasionally clotted Molecules bonded Lines still unconnected and dotted Feeling alone and frosted I'd treat her like a goddess I want it, but she makes me feel unwanted Taunted Mind haunted Yet still wearing an infinity gauntlet Continuing to sip out this goblet As folks display jaundice Turning psychotic Being obnoxious Quick to cause conflict Over written words or something said by a prophet She looked like Pocahontas And he looked like a Walrus Friends with lifeforms that are aquatic As well as striped and spotted Like flies people that talk s*** Get swatted Harder than Stone Cold Steve Austin Signature move combined with a double rock bottom What's been done was wise or preposterous Impact small or colossus I'm going on no matter if I feel exhausted And downtrodden For myself and others horizons shall broaden