Nasty me

Nasty ME hypocrite From the looks of things For I have looked deep down my soul And it only give rise to pain You see I am the shadow that consumes your light, A toxic lover, poisoning your sight. My touch, a flame that burns with deceit, Melting trust, and freezing hearts that beat. My life only paves a way for pain Sorrow evolves around my circle Its nurture and breed vindictiveness It drinks oceans of bitterness promises eating the bread of hostility I'm that jealous lover that stocks you and brings nothing but pain To your living life My words, a venomous whisper in your ear, Sweet nothings that bring only fear. I'll pull you close, then push you away, Leaving scars that never fade. I am the embodiment of mass destruction On reality of unpleasant catastrophe I sow seeds of discouragement watered it with rivers of agony of Nothing but sadness I'll make you doubt your worth, your mind, A maze of self-doubt, forever left behind. My love, a suffocating, crushing weight, A prison where freedom's just an illusion's date I am the terror behind your nightmares The Imageries you refused to envision That wages war of warfares And rain down causalities and division I'll feed on your insecurities, Nourishing my power, your weaknesses. My love's a game, where you're the prey, A hunt where I'm the predator, night and day. I am the scorching sun That pierced and smeared your soul with evil I find pleasure in your misery And joy in suffering I am a righteous sinner who wear the coat of righteousness Beneath, lies devil's concoction Seasoned with ingredients of vices I'm the creativity of negativity ?? not positivity In my comfort, I orchestrate iniquity I befriended light to see darkness; to concoct wickedness so easy to judge Always preaching perfection but living with an infection But still, you'll stay, trapped in my snare, A moth to flame, unable to bear. The pain, the hurt, the endless fight, A toxic dance, where love's just out of sight. @kc H2O Owen thepoet 2019