Naked Thoughts

Walking down the paths of bushes back home I feel like my heart is tearing apart I couldnt hold on to what I said What I said earlier That I wasn't ever gonna love, It’s down on me Another time I opened my door walking in with no lights on, Straight into my bathroom Where my phone touch was on I sat there Right on the floor As the shower rains water Down my cap.. I felt it raining on my head With my eyes closed. I could hear the drains on my face down to my breast, my stomach and my legs. As the music increases my chance of Pouring tears. This wasn't the plan Falling in love again wasn't the plan Thinking of someone wasn't the plan Waiting for his calls and text was out of it, I got back to my room Laid on my bed naked I wanted everything out of my head What do I want? Really? You're still asking? Fine I'll tell you. I need your presence when I’m lonely I need your words when I’m down I need your time when ever I get bored I need you to need me the way I do. Not only when you want to dance I want you to make me feel like I’m not into this alone Cos that's exactly how you make me feel You bring the hurts back of past years Believe me you wouldn't want to know the consequences of making me feel hurt Thousands of your kind will pay in return That's how it was until I met you Its in reverse.