Naked Thoughts

Walking down the paths of bushes back home
I feel like my heart is tearing apart
I couldnt hold on to what I said
What I said earlier

That I wasn't ever gonna love,
It’s down on me
Another time

I opened my door walking in with no lights on,
Straight into my bathroom
Where my phone touch was on
I sat there 

Right on the floor
As the shower rains water 
Down my cap.. 
I felt it raining on my head
With my eyes closed. 
I could hear the drains on my face down to my breast, my stomach and my legs. 

As the music increases my chance of 
Pouring tears. 
This wasn't the plan
Falling in love again wasn't the plan

Thinking of someone wasn't the plan
Waiting for his calls and text was out of it,
I got back to my room
Laid on my bed naked
I wanted everything out of my head

What do I want? 
Really?  You're still asking? 
Fine I'll tell you. 

I need your presence when I’m lonely
I need your words when I’m down
I need your time when ever I get bored
I need you to need me the way I do. 
Not only when you want to dance

I want you to make me feel like I’m not into this alone
Cos that's exactly how you make me feel
You bring the hurts back of past years
Believe me you wouldn't want to know the consequences of making me feel hurt

Thousands of your kind will pay in return
That's how it was until I met you
Its in reverse.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2018



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