Myself Inside.

Why?
Why do I have to,
Kill myself,
Mentally, and 
Emotionally.
Just to be around her,
I must do this,
so I won't Screw up.

Do the Sins of the father
really go to the son?
And if then to one brother,
would it go to the next?
Adam and Eve both failed,
but a third Perfect being,
Jesus passed with flying colors.
Would I pass or fail
if the Choice was mine?

Oh I wish I could tell you,
but I know its not time.
Oh I wish you could see 
the Real me,
before I kill myself inside.
I know you might love me,
but I gotta stop hating myself.

But when you see the real me,
you will know one thing.
Its only, Na-tur-al.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Be the first to comment on this poem. Encourage this poet.

Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace